My Own Little World ♥

Hoorayyy.

2012-02-01T23:17:00.003+08:00

Yay! Tomorrow is the day :)) The day that i have been dreaming of, I'M SO HAPPY! Please feel happy for me too =P

Oh ya, how was your Chinese New Year celebration? Mine was awesome. I had so much fun this year. I miss my dad's hometown more now!!
A sad news for me. I think i have gained a few pounds. Sigh! M.U.S.T be the Chinese new year! But whatever lar, i am still happy. Can't wait for tomorrow! :))

Gonna sleep nao.

Nights ya!

2012-01-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

两年前，我没说出来，因为我害怕。。但我很期待那一天会是怎样。

两年后，要到了。期待已不再有。我看到的，我听到的，我已不怎么在乎。是我变了吗？还是觉得不应该让这些东西迷失自己？

我很努力的让自己期待，但是有时你真的太让我失望了。

今天真的有点小难过! D：

还有一天就会家乡了，我希望我可以抛开烦恼，尽情的吃喝玩乐！要做回开心的刘美女！

大家，新年快乐！

2012-01-09T20:11:00.003+08:00

the-perasan-me

I've made a mistake today. I was asked to calculate the company's documents this morning, and i accidentally skipped a page of the documents -.- what a stupid mistake i have made D: I can't believe that i actually did this! It must be i didn't get enough sleep last night. My manager is a very kind person, she didn't scold me for my mistake. It is my pleasure to work with her. And, it is HR department. I likey :P She has taught me a lot of things, i really hope that i am a good helper to her :))

&

Chinese New Year is around the corner! Me so happy!! :)) Can't wait !! :))

The awkward moment

2012-01-08T00:53:00.001+08:00

My family and i had dinner at one of the restaurants at taman paramount. Go for a walk after dinner is always one of my family's habits. So after the dinner, we went in a shop which my dad always go and there is always a uncle with a 'fucked up' look looking at my sister and i. I can feel that he is looking at me since the i walked into the shop. I'm fine with that :) The awkward moment starts when i pay at the cashier.

Here's our conversation.

He : are you twins? (as in my sister and i)

Me : Yea.

He : No wonder you two look alike larh. You both look so pretty!

Me : you are right. A lot of people say that :PP LoL.

He : so you two can marry twins (guy)

* i get annoyed with his this saying.

Me : why should i marry a twins guy?

He : (he didn't answer me) and ask DO YOU THINK I HAVE CHANCE?

Me : -.- I was laughing in and out loud in my heart.

He : Laugh means?

Me : ... I walked away from him.

Why is he so narcissistic? I mean, look at your age, do you think i will find a boyfriend so much elder than me? You suck i tell you. I really praying hard that i will never meet any guys like him in my future life.

On a side note, i think i am a bit racist since i start my internship ;P ~~Don'taskmewhy~~! Between, i am going shopping tomorrow! Gonna shop kao kao for cny. Yay! Can't wait til Cny! Gonna balik kampung and get angpau<3

Nights! :))

Update!

2012-01-06T18:28:00.001+08:00

Hello! It's been a week since i start working. Tired? Ya, very but happy. At least i got something to do :))

我们之间还是有那么一点的距离 D:

Welcome to 2012!

2012-01-02T18:45:00.002+08:00

Harlo! It's year 2012 nao. Welcome to my first post of the year! :D

How was your new year eve celebration? Mine was normal. Very normal that type because of the foods that we had!! According to my parents, there is a super yummy restaurant in Rawang but the last time we went there was few years ago. So my family and i purposely drive to Rawang for seafood hunting on that night. And, we couldn't find the restaurant.Wft. Lololo. It is okay, you know i don't get mad that easily :P So, we finally get ourselves to another restaurant. The foods was not bad, but they don't sell CRABS on that night! Me was very disappointed :( *heartbroken* I want to eat seremban baked crabs :(( I'm not sad. i know this year will be a better year for me<3<3

Btw, i'm sick! Sigh. It is okay, i will get myself recover soon! :)) I'm gonna start my internship tomorrow. Nervous, Excited, Scared. Mixed feelings.

Note to myself, Nothing's impossible. Live for yourself. And Trust everything that you do! :))

Goodbye 2011 :P

2011-12-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

今天是的2011最后一天了。很开心，今年过得也还蛮快的！我就用华语来写吧！不要问我为什么华语，因为我想！

今年，我觉得我还是一样，没什么改变。只是我的想法变了。这是我今年发现的事情。我就从家庭开始吧！很多人都告诉我，我很幸福因为我有一个很幸福的家庭，要什么有什么。说真的，我真的觉得还好。我总是很讨厌呆在家里，觉得很无聊。没办法，我这个人就是做不定。但是，今年我发现我有开始注重家庭了，我开始会很在意自己在父母的心里是个怎样的女儿，我想更孝顺他们。我会开始觉得应该多陪陪他们。我觉得自己让父母的那种感觉就像是你失恋了，比失恋还难受。我讨厌这种感觉。所以，每次我和朋友出去后，我回来都会和家人出去喝茶。最近，我还载他们出去呢。啊，我感到十分的开心。还有有时候，妈真的很唠叨，我有时真的忍受不了，但是想一想，这个世界上有不关心自己女儿的妈妈吗？我爸真的很少骂我，他很爱花钱在我们身上。我知道爸妈很疼我们，真的。所以我选择了今天和他们一起过。我没有不开心，因为我真的很幸福。谢谢你们，我很幸福快乐，因为有你们。

然后到友情的方面了，今年我遇到了很多不同的朋友，有虚伪的，真心的。真的，虚伪的朋友很可怕，我根本不能和他们相处下去。我不懂得伪装来配合他们。我体验到原来社会那么可怕，有些人怎么可以那么假？为了一点好处，放下身段，说真的，瞧不起你们！但我也找到了真心的朋友。爱我，关心我的朋友。一直都在。

到爱情了。去年的今天，我是以一个很沉重的心情来写部落格的。因为我的男朋友去瑞士读书了。在他去那边之前，我对我们很有信心。但是某一阵子，我突然感到很害怕，因为以前我每天对着一样的环境，但是现在却少了一个他。我用了好久的时间接受这个事实。是他，每天都用很长的时间来陪伴我，安慰我，鼓励我，要我们一起勇敢，因为远距离真的很可怕。我知道他付出了很多，也知道我们能的，希望我们一直下去！：）Je'taime :D

今年没干什么大事出来，跟以前差不多一样啦。希望2012的我能越来越美，事业好，家人身体健康，最重要要开心的过每一天。

明年见！

Old Memories.

2011-12-30T17:36:00.002+08:00

I treasure sweet old memories because they bring smiles of happiness. Okay, i was packing my room this morning and i found this paper which was written by yan & i. The paper is about the diet plan that we planned to do during our semester break in diploma time.

our diet plan = =

In case you all can't see what has written on the paper, i'm here to rewrite it.

1. No 汽水, No bubble tea, No ice lemon tea

2. Drink only mineral water

3. Exercise

4. No snacks (切记)

5. No 煎炸 (尽量避免(

6. 夜宵 ( No eating after 8p.m.)

7. No Breakfast, No Supper ( Only Brunch)

8. No 半途而废 - 期限: 最少一个月, 最好永远

参与者 : meowei & potatoyan

我们promised将无抱怨的遵守这些规则，并乐于接受。誓必达到效果。

21/08/09

We wrote this during our marketing class :P In the end, we ~~failed~~ to achieve them. HAHAHA! I miss our sweet old time. We always make fun of each other, skip classes, movie & gossiping in the class! : D Our lecturer thought we're lesbian :P

I MISS YOU BABE!
Faster come back from club med ya! :))

I'm back!

2011-12-29T21:54:00.005+08:00

Harlo!
I'm back from taiwan few days ago! Hehe.
I miss the windy weather there.
the most important thing is i miss shopping there.
I've bought a lot of things from there.
i'm so freaking broke nao. D:

&
i kinda miss the taiwan tour guide, Jerry Huang. He's a super awesomee guy! :)) Thank you so much for the 7D6N trip! :)) And also the tour guide from malaysia, Chris Wang! :))

Btw, me gonna start my internship from next week onwards, i am feeling abit excited. I hope this feeling will last til the end of my internship. I can't believe that i gonna step in society! HAHAHA. Good Luck to me!<3

And, how you guys gonna spend your new year eve this year?

Me as usual, gonna spend it with my family! My mom said 年尾吃到年头嘛! Family is always the most important ones!

Me very happy.

2011-12-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

I've got a good news! I went for an intership interview at Crystal Crown hotel today and they have accepted me as a trainee! Yay. I'M SO HAPPY! I don't need to go clubmed anymore. Yessh. I can drive to work! :P Thank you so much to Mr.Rizal for helping me. Not to mention another lecturer here as i think her attitude is really ~~fuck off~~!

I'm so happy, very da happy eh!

Why?

Mainly is because i have settled my internship thingy & i am going to taiwan tomorrow! :PP I'm so gonna spend a lot there. I want to buy buy buy! Hope i don't gain weight larh. :PP

Good luck to me!

2011-12-17T22:51:00.001+08:00

Okay, i will be going for another internship interview on this coming monday. Honestly i prefer to work in kl instead of kuantan :S Club med is good but i can't imagine the life stuck in there for half a year. I will die of boredom! LoL.

Let fate decide larh! :))

Unpredictable.

2011-12-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

Remember i said i received a bad news yesterday morning? But for now, i think it ain't that bad anymore. I'm feeling better now. Yes, i will be going to club med cherating for my internship in next year january. I was so shocked and feeling kinda sad when i received this freaking bomb news! I never thought i'd leave my beloved home for half a year. I can't celebrate CNY with them. Ahhh. I think i will get homesick for this place. I hate the feeling when you're used to having certain people and things around you, it can be scary when they're gone. It's really scary.

Again. I never thought that i will go through another half a year of long distance relationship with my boyfriend again. Again. ~~Sigh~~. I don't remember how many times i have crying my eyes out after he left. He talked to me when i told him the news. I feel so much better after talking to him. And come to the postive side, our distance has shorter and he promised to visit me during my internship.我们可以的! :))

On another note, i'm going to taiwan for vacation for one week! I'm so excited. Hope i get alot of nice things there lar. I'm gonna buy buy buy and eat eat eat!! So happy. Whee ;D

Broken.

2011-12-14T22:42:00.001+08:00

Not happy. Me received a very bad news this morning.
Honestly, i really think you're an irresponsible person. I hate you muchhh.

All hope is gone because of you!!

AHHH. I NEED A BUNCH OF SNACKS TO CHEER ME UP!!

D:

Urghh.

2011-12-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

I'm so worried about my internship!!

I hope everything is gonna be alright lar!

D:

God Bless Me.

Lessons learnt.

2011-12-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

' I gave you my heart but you smashed it'.

Treating others the way you want to be treated and you will get the same respect from them? Nahh ~~bullshit~~. I feel pretty stupid about this. I never believed in this i tell you. I've learned and experience so much that some people treat you good when they need your help and left you after they used you. YES, you're just a fool.

So, what's the point for treating people good when they don't even appreaciate it?

Same goes for trust. I'm sorry but i don't trust people easily. Once hurt, never a second chance for you.

Where to put a full stop.

2011-10-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hey i'm done with the zombie flash mob in Pavillion today. Happy? Idontknow if i should feel happy or something else? Arghh. I have complicated feeling. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY! D:

I know i'm thinking immaturely, but i don't know how to stop it. I feel so wrong! It's not right to think this way. Flash mob has ended and it means something gonna end soon too. This is so hard, it's like i'm battling with demon.

I'm having a real big issue with myself about my feelings.
I hope i can handle it well this time! D:

Illusion.

2011-10-20T20:03:00.003+08:00

Without you presence, i am lost and i can't find my center.
It hurts when i keep persuading myself, telling myself that this is not true.
Deep in heart i know this is so wrong cause I'm always like this.
So ya, i guess this is just an illusion. It's not real.

But,
Why people can't get what they want in life?

Ya. Why?

D:

2011-10-08T14:51:00.007+08:00

Hi i've neglected my blog once again -.-

Our UC has organized a halloween party and we will be having a flash mob in Pavillion soon. I'm one of the dancers as this event is organized by mice & events students :D
I've been busy in practicing dancing. Yessssshh! Dancing. Can't believe that i am involved in this cause i'm dancing idiot. But i find dancing is very interesting after all. And to tell you, i bruised my knee after a fall. Hen pain lor.

And and and, i went pavillion for dancing rehersal just this past thursday. I think the rehersal was pretty cool as there were over 50 people dancing together. Come join us if you want :))

On another hand, my mom bought me my beauty diary mask. 3boxes comes with a free gift. I love this mask so freaking daaa much. The price is reasonable & it's nice to use as compared to other brands of masks. So buyyy la!

Remember the preivous post i've mentioned that i'm addicted to polka dots stuffs? So here are some of the dot stuff that i've collected. And the collecting is still in progress :P Dot stuffs are cuteeee to da maxxx!

Before i end this post, i would like to share this video with you guys! It's a rehersal video for the dance with my another two friends. Told ya, i'm suck in dancing so i've to keep practice. Enjoy watching!

Ends with love,

*xoxo* :))

The End.

2011-09-26T16:55:00.011+08:00

A simple cut... can say so much.
but never reveals your true pain.
A simple cut...means so many things.
Have you ever thought of commiting suicide?
No one understands why you would do such a terrible thing.
Because there's no hope left.

Sorry. It really really hurts.
I miss how we used to be.
I don't find any reasons to forgive myself.
I hate the feeling of can't get over myself.

I hate saying goodbye D:

Meh. Just some random updates.

2011-09-22T21:21:00.008+08:00

This is what i drink everyday.
Dates Wolfberry tea :))
This drink tastes eww. But me wanna have a fair red color skin. So yea.

I plan to have half boiled eggs as my breakfast but it turned out like this. Why ya?

the end. Rawr.

& the most important thing for today. Happy 26months anniversary fat guy :)) Am really appreciate for what you've done for me. I can see our relationship is getting stronger. And you, you owe me haagen dazs ice cream cake :P

Je'taime. i'm so hungry. LOL.

Back to Highschool.

2011-09-21T18:29:00.038+08:00

I went back to highschool with my another two friends today. It has changed a lot. Really. But i still prefer the old ones. And, i was surprised to see Pn.Ng, my class teacher. We had a great conversation with her. Then, we walked around the school and took some pictures there. Highschool life is much more better than Uc life :PP I wish i could back to highschool. Don't get me wrong, just for study. Not stressful as Uc life at least. I love my life right now. My family, my friends & my fat boyfriend :))

I am also involved in free hugs event today. And me faking my smile again. You know what? That crazy women came and hug me. Yerrr. So fake larh you. Blek. I'm hoping one day i won't have to fake my smile in front of you. Can i? I'm still doubting.
Let's change the topic. My sis & i went movie with my mom after the event. This is the very first time we went movie with her cause she always thinks that watching movie in cinema is a waste of money. We went and support namewee. LOL. Honestly, i dislike malaysia movies!

Okay, enough for today. Baibai.

我是其中之一。

2011-09-19T14:29:00.004+08:00

两个人最初走在一起的时候，对方为自己做一件很小的事情，我们也会很感动；
后来，他要做很多的事情，我们才会感动；
再后来，他要付出更多更多，我们才肯感动，人是多么贪婪的动物？

Suprise Day.

2011-09-16T23:26:00.011+08:00

Why did i say so?
Take a look at the picture below. I saw Licus & Kim today<3 Fyi, they are singer from million star.
*please ignore my ugly face.
My face turn so red when i saw them. LoL.

But, i'm kinda disappointed. Not gonna tell you why, keep to myself.

And, my sis and i couldn't find our car today cause we were searching the wrong place. But with the help with my friend, we found our car. phew. this is so embarassing i tell you.

To mention here, maxis eat my money!! My 30 dollars is gone! :(( I'm so gonna check with the maxis customer service centre! Anyway, i had a nice movie day with my sis & my friends.

Being random as usual, ahaaa.

2011-09-15T14:16:00.012+08:00

Harlo everyone. Sorry for the lack of posts but i'm back! :)
I need to keep my blog alive so ya here it goes!

Recently i've been thinking did i make the right decision to take events management as part of my subject instead of choosing tourism? This confuse me a lot. I am very sure that i'm not an event person + my lecturer for this subject is a mad woman. Faking my smile is what i need to do infront of her. ALWAYS. LOL. But hey! I feel much better after some deep thinking on this matter. It's my responsbile for what i have chosen. Two more months to go & i'm done! Whee :)

On another hand, i screwed my midterm paper. I don't think i can get quarters mark of it. This is the worst paper i've ever done! Don't misunderstand me. I've read my notes. God knows why! :/

Here are some completely random pictures fot today! :P

wonder what is this?

Nahhh.

Face cooling pads.

and, me recently fell in love with polka dots stuffs :) LOL.

See ya!

*xoxo*

No words can express how much i love you.

2011-07-22T21:41:00.016+08:00

Happy 2nd Anniversary to us. Honestly it doesn't feel like we've been together for only 2 years, but more than that :) Sarang Hae Yo my love. Nobody gonna love me better than how you do. I'm speaking from the heart. You are the one who always stand by me no matter how rude my attitude is. Thank you for all the support you give me. I feel so much better everytime i talk to you. You really mean so much more than so much to me. Bii. I have made you a part of me :)

We celebrated our day at The Ship Restaurant today.

Meow & Qing :)

Baby looking cute here :P

He took this for me =)

We watched take me home tonight. The movie was so so larh. Bii. I love the present you gave me and i'm really hoping you love my present too. Bring it with you to Hangzhou ya!

p/s : please allow me to write in chinese ya. Cause writing in chinese will be the best way to express my real feelings here.

一个月前，是我们分开六个月后见面的第一天。那时等待你的心情真的很紧张，很兴奋。可是一个月后，我们又要分开半年了。有人问过我，这次还会难过吗？我记得我很坚定的回答我一定不会! 原本以为这次真的不会再像上次那样哭，可是我控制不到自己，我还是忍不住哭了。我讨厌这样的自己，我以为我能坚强些。老公，我很想你。我还是不习惯没有你在身边的日子。哪里都是你的影子。。我只是需要时间平伏我的心情。不要担心我，我会很努力的撑下去:) 老公，一定要努力加油做工懂吗! 不要轻易放弃，因为我一直都在:) 感谢上天给的这一个月时间♥

两周年快乐宝贝老公! 我爱你! 我等你回来♥ :)

A bit of a mixed post.

2011-07-19T21:58:00.004+08:00

13th July
Again, bf purposely come down from seremban where this time he will stays in pj area for 3days :) Yeap, sometimes it's really hard for us to meet up cause we are from different state. I love my bf so much. Thank you for always manja me. I feel pampered :P We didn't go anywhere today but just had lunch together and talk :)

14th July
Had our lunch and meet up with bee tin & su ning @picadily. Had lotsa jokes and laughter there. Craps! But i love all the craps she brings to mee! And night, meet up with wellon & hezron and a few of new friends at the same place and had beer there. I kinda love this place ya know.

15th July
Same goes to this day. We actually planned to watch movie but i was kinda lazy so we stayed at dear's fren's house. And we shopped around 99 speed mart. HAHAHA! was too bored larh please. And again, KFC :P

18th July
We went home after the class. Watched a movie but halfway only and went KL central just for mcD! Random us :)

How many more times.

2011-07-11T21:47:00.011+08:00

Get the meaning behind the title? Yes if you know me pretty well :)

Anyways! Had breakfast with bf this morning before we head to KLCC. The weather is pretty hot! We had sushi king with Jacqueline once we reached there.

Off for shopping & Starbucks.

Bf and i =)

Nothing's special for today but we both had a heart to heart talk. I love this.

A plan failed fridaeeee.

2011-07-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

Had breakfast with baby & Megan early in the morning. Went KDU with dear as he wants to practice his front office before he starts his training in Hangzhou. We gonna seperate for another 6months again. But i know we can fight this distance :)

At first, we planned to go Amcorp mall to buy air ticket and KLCC for shopping. But we changed plan cause i was sleepy and my leg is still feeling pain. Baby wants me to rest more and take a nap.

After nap, walked to KFC@ paramount which near bf's friend's house and had our brunch there :) Baby sent me back after this. Thank you for being such a good boyfriend. Love you hun :)

A cute thursday.

2011-07-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

Harlo!

Went movie@ Mr.Popper's penguins with dear. I strongly recommend this movie. It is a cute and funny movie. Today was supposed to be a happy day but i injured my leg. The funny thing is idk how i injured it? HAHA :)

Play bowling with dear after movie.

25 is the total mark i got. What a stupid low mark huh. So much lower than dear's. Blame my leg :P

Tea time @ ILOYEYOU.

Went home after this. Thank you dear for holding my hand while i walk like a slow turtle due to my leg injury. He actually doing the same thing with me, walking limped. He told me other people will never only laugh at me cause we are both walking limped. How sweet :) I'm really feeling glad that i have you bii. You're a sweet boyfriend. I know i am very demanding but you still love me that much no matter what i've did to you. I can't think of the life without you. Ily bii. MWAHH!

An awesome outing.

2011-07-06T16:10:00.019+08:00

I'm starting to feel a little bit bored about blogging. Just a little bit. But i will continue blogging! Lols. Okay, let me complain about something here. PLEASE! LET ME COMPLAIN. I feel really angry when someone calls a person's gf 4! *p/s : not my bf. This number sounds like stock *in cantonese way larh* Wtffff ! I know i'm being too sensitive about this but can you guys learn to respect each other abit more? Keep calling other people like this, who are you guys then? 笨!

Nahh. I'm done complaining :) No offence kay.

Let's talk about my awesome outing. Watched movie Laddaland with baby in the afternoon. Laddaland is a horror thai movie. A quite touching movie& there are a few scenes that freaks me out! But, i can tell that this movie is not bad larh.

Meet up with Bee tin and Zhi yen after movie. We went Sing k, Neway One Utama. The sing k session was cheap which we can sing from 2p.m -6.15p.m and it only costs us $14 per person. Pian yi hor?

We're one family, fat ah bii was not here :( As you can see from this picture, yes i actually do bring this cute stuff to Neway due to a request from Bee tin. She loves ah fat bii too much! Lols.
But no, Neway didn't charge us extra =P

Baby & I ♥

Baby was helping us to take picture but the pictures he took are -.- This is so much better, captured by me :)

Bee tin & Ah Fat bii. HAHAHA.

The weird couple :)

Meeee! Am i looking cute? :P

And, we went paramount for nasi lemak and Zhi yen sent us back to baby's friend's house. After having a nice rest =p Baby and i went Sweet Bean, SS2 supper with Megan & Tim :) It was my first time there. Nice environment there and foods are looking slurp slurp too!

Really enjoy having good times with baby and awesome friends. I feel like i found myself back everytime i'm with the right peoples :)

*xoxo*

Boo.

2011-07-05T22:34:00.011+08:00

I have no idea how to title this post. Boo sounds cute? Eheh :)

I went KL with bf today for food hunting. We're back here after 6months time! We hang around timesquare and walked to lowyat for awesomeee foods :P *sorry for disarrange of picture 1 & 2*

After lowyat, we walked around sungei wang and had our so called tea-time at T-bowl restaurant. A very EWW restaurant huh. But foods there was quite nice larh! We eat alot. Sighs.

We actually sit on a toilet bowl while enjoying our foods :P This is really disgusting but it was a fun experience.

Curry fishballs and Chicken *wun zai ci* from lowyat :) I highly recommend you to try this! We both love this to the max!

The drinks & Soup.

The superrr ewww shape ice cream *use your imagination* :) Although it looks ewww but it taste woowww! HEHE.

And, we went Uniqlo too. Sorry for my rudeness, but i don't see any good of this shop larh! =x

Then, head to Pavilion and had my lovee-snowflake there. Don't you love snowflake?

Ends with love !

*xoxo*

Can't wait for tmrw. Gonna sing k and dinner with bf and jakun bffff. AHAH :)

I had a really great day today.

2011-07-04T23:18:00.008+08:00

Just so ya'll know, Baby and i hang out kinda frequently nowadays since he has already back to
M'sia. So, we went some to restaurant nearby KDU to have our lunch and head to tropicana mall for movieee session! Treasure Inn :)

Before da movie start, we shopped around and we got this picture. That is baby's sunglasses. He brings his sunglasses everywhere nowadays! Am i looking cool with it? :P

We took pictures during tea-time session :)

We went for game session after our movie. We played daytone! Me loveee. And, guess what? We walked from tropicana mall to KDU. We used to do that alot :p

Passed by a playground and we stayed there for like 2o mins :)

Really enjoy the time with you! *xoxo*

As long as you're here..with me.

2011-06-30T17:50:00.006+08:00

The moment with him ♥ Do you believe that love makes the world go round? I do cause love makes me believe :D Love is an indescribable feeling. You get angry easily when he makes you feel angry but you don't really get angry. Get what i mean uh? You don't? My english sucks!

So, here goes another lovely day with baby. We had dim sum as our lunch & watched Transfomer 3 with a bunch of friends :) Da movie was so so larh, okay, i don't watch this kind of movie. Ng bee tin was the one who forced me to watch! =p

After movie session, we headed to Klang and had BBQ steamboat there.

Mr.Ngan is catching prawns !

We cooked the prawns & i likey cause we're cruel :p

Messy table :0

We went desa park city after our dinner. And took some pictures there !

Back home after that :)

Tadaaa!

Dedicated to the one i love.

2011-06-22T04:13:00.009+08:00

Baby, you had graduated from IMI University. Congratulations to you. I'm really feeling so proud of you love!
Sorry for not attending your graduation, i wish i were there. I promised i will make lotsa money to fulfill our dreams :)

So, here are some pictures of your graduation ;

Baby with the peace sign. So cute :) How good if i were standing right beside you. Hehe.

His parents purposely fly to Lucerne to attend his graduation. How sweet! *spot the guai lou behind*

With his coursemates :D

Happy Graduation, dear! Hope you gonna work hard in your coming training and have a bright future. Wherever you go, i will be there. I will support you til forever♥ & I hope you like the graduation present i gave you.

And, we meet up on 22th of the month which that day was our 23 month anniversary. I was so nervous to see him =p We planned do have our lunch at the restaurant near KDU as he is craving for pork mee and i'm craving for chicken rice. But, plan has changed and idk why. HAHA. He came along with Hezron. So, hezron dropped us at One Utama.

So in the end, we had our lunch at Shabu-shabu restaurant and watched Superrr 8 on that day.

Us ♥

He bought me a tee on that day and all the souvenirs that he brought me from europe country. I made him sour plum water and graduation present for him. Baby, thank you for purposely coming down all the way from Seremban once again and i do really appreciate for what you've done for me. Happy 23th monthniversary ya! :)

I'm missing you already. You mean alot to me. Me can't wait to see you in next week time *Xoxo*

你不懂 D:

2011-06-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

你不懂，看着你微笑，我心里很难受。因为你笑的理由不是我。

你不懂，我其实心里很在意。。我真的不懂的伪装。。

你不懂我有多失落。

明明就应该很开心，很期待。可你的一句话足以把我打沉。

我只懂，我不该让你感到压力。

Something worth fighting for.

2011-05-02T02:29:00.004+08:00

远距离恋爱;
它让我很沮丧但是却又感觉很甜蜜
看不見的思念，電話裡的想念，另類的戀愛方式。

从来没想过自己会有这样的一天
也从来没想过自己能这样一直勇敢的走下去
一开始真的以为自己不可能，也不会那么的有耐心走下去

一直都不觉得远距离有多难
经历过了才懂
它真的好难
谁能明白
想见却不能见的苦
想你了，需要你，你不会真的出现
受伤了，需要你的安慰，你不会出现。。
有时真的觉得很难过因为陪伴在你身边的不是我
我也有感到疲惫的时候, 但我还是相信那只是距离的关系..
现实中，我们就只能通过电话，视像见面。。
这些真的不比你的出现来的实际。。
讨厌那种幸福后，一切又回到过去的空虚感..

重要的是，
為什麼願意去談一場辛苦的戀愛？為什麼是對方？
这样的距离让我明白原来我真的爱了=)

我永远不会忘记我们分开的那天
心里的挣扎
永远不会忘记有人为我做的一切

远距离恋爱没有什么不好
反而让我更珍惜与他的时光
思念让我觉得甜
我们在看的依然是同一顆太陽、同一顆月亮、同一顆心。。
只要用心, 我们一定能克服距离=)
打贏遠距離這個魔王，不難!

LEW CHEAU WEI! Gambateh!

Hey God,

2011-04-02T21:59:00.004+08:00

I don't know if i should feel happy or sad? ;/ More to sad uh. I thought i've grown up a little but am not.

Words of pain.

2011-03-25T22:44:00.004+08:00

Do you know how hurt it is knowing that you're lying but i'm still pretending everything is fine and dont't know how much longer i can do it.
The truth is, it still kills me to this day.
I wish you'd help me understand what's going on in your head.
I thought we were close enough to be honest to each other.
But, everything you do makes me feel heartbreak.
Never say i love you if you don't mean it.
Never hold my hand if you are gonna break my heart.
Never say forever cause forever makes me cry.

I'm just a replacement.
Just tell me, she is what you need.
And i will leave.

Lost breaths, dying inside.

2011-03-21T21:06:00.015+08:00

I cry for the time that you were almost mine; I cry for the memories i've left behind; I cry for the pain, the lost, everything; I cry for the times i thought i had you.

I'm looking at the stars, without you. Every night, I'm searching the stars for an answer. But, they're always so far away. I've been waiting for your answer, an answer that i hope to hear from you. And i know i will never have the real answer. I'm losing all my thoughts. I've lost myself. How can love be so scary? It's destroying me.

I'm afraid of crying.

Crying makes me tired.

Crying makes me feel guilty.

Crying makes me out of control.

Just tell me you..won't go.

Just tell me you..are real.

Every night before i sleep, I wrapped everything together and hide it once again inside of me.

2011-02-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

看看镜子中的我；

其实我不快乐
我只是习惯了伪装
我可以假装不在乎
我可以掩饰表面的自己

我却隐藏不了我的感受
我不想撑了。。。

坚强？我想我永远都学不会

我有情绪问题
哭着入睡的感觉真的很难受
我哭的好累

=/

Rawr!

2011-02-06T23:06:00.007+08:00

老公，你知道吗? 最近想你的次数越来越濒密.. 好累哦! 对我来说假期它不算什么因为放假后不会见到你.. 所以即使是假期我也不怎么开心.. 我们每天的通话，短讯，视像，你给的鼓励，你给的安慰.. 其实，我要的不是这些.. 我想你，我想见你 =/ 我喜欢听悲伤的歌因为它让我想你更多我每天都要让自己很忙很忙我怕一停下来我就想你想到我越来越难过了我一定要坚强 =D

My blog is...updated !

2011-01-31T23:40:00.004+08:00

No why. Just feel like wanna update my blog :D
The writing mood has come huh.

I went Night market with my family just nao and it reminds me of my dear and i. I miss the day where we went Night market together, had our 'rubbish foods' there, especially the curry balls & the small bun with some eggs inside? Err. Idk what to call this bun.

I miss him so much :/ One month has passed, 11more months to wait until the day i meet him.
I wanna run into his arms right now.
My Hubby, IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY !!! *xoxo*

&
You know what !
I will survive :DD

2011-01-21T01:46:00.013+08:00

I used to hate new year cause there are tons of new year resolutions for me to complete and the worst part is i always seems to fail every of them & i never look forward to a new year. But now, i've changed.

I'm more happy nao =D
And yea, imma not gonna blog about my swiss trip but i'm really feeling great that i was actually given a chance to visit such an awesome place.

Okay, here i blog about some random stuffs.
It's hard for me to get a perfect jean *my legs is a skinny bitch* I hate it so much.
I'm lazy all the time.
I'm hungry all the time but i don't feel like eating.
I always remind myself that i have to be strong.
I superrrr *extremely* hate LISA this name!

& I went movie with a few friends.
Picture of the day.

Kelly, Elizabeth & Lisa =D
I'm fine with lisa this name especially with the presence of kelly.

Geez. Stop writing nao. I'm lazy as i mentioned above.

Everybody has a secret.

2011-01-03T01:34:00.015+08:00

' It is weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends...then back to being practically strangers again '

It is sad to know the truth when you never want to. Since when all your promises become lies. Your cut are quick and deep. It hurts me badly. Because of you, i can't seem to trust anybody anymore. I could not take anymore. Your promises, they are all lies. This time, last year, everything was so different.
Do you know how terrible it is to love something that death can touch.
I'm tired of these games, i just want something..real.

My Resolution In 2011 Are

2011-01-01T05:21:00.003+08:00

1. Buy myself a necklace or bracelet with my name on it
2. Get good results in next semester
3. Build a better relationship with my parents
4. Self create a video for some important purpose
5. Buy myself a branded watch by using my own money (most prefer fossil or fcuk)
6. To improve my make-up skills
7. To curl or leave my hair long
8. To have cold drinks just limit it to once a week
9. Record a song which sing by me and post it on my blog
10. To have turkey dinner on Christmas Night
11. Maintain my body weight
12. Make a snowman when I visit Switzerland
13. Learn driving
14. Practice on how to be a good temper person
15. Must be independent
16. Prom Night perhaps
17. Have a good relationship with my partner

The last day of 2010

2011-01-01T04:32:00.008+08:00

Remember i told that i will be having New year eve dinner with my family? So here it's but without my kor.

My mom bought this from imbi road *our snacks before dinner*
- Bacon

So yea, we had our dinner somewhere near Subang Airport =)

My Daddy ❤

Myself =p Aren't i cute? Yes. I'm perasan like that.

Sister :D She looks sleepy. Always like that. HAHAHA.

*taking pictures without mom*

Here goes with foods that we ordered ;

Chicken Wings

We ate some of them before taking this picture.

Hokkien Mee

I never like to have this in my life but parents love it so much. What to do uh?

Err. I don't know what is the name of this dish. But we called it as -Har Gou in cantonese. I love har gou but this restaurant's a NO no no.

Crabs

Err. Same. I don't know the name of this dish :p But this dish is made of yam & Sotong =) I love!

Okay. Nothing's special on that night but i enjoyed dinner with my family.

30.12.2010

2010-12-30T20:31:00.028+08:00

Time passed by so fast yea, it's the second last day of 2010 before the year end. Basically, i've nothing to speak about cause this year is like kinda normal for me. But the sad thing is i've faced a lot of challenges and of course troubles which make me feel like giving up on everything i do. And finally, this bad luck year is ending soon !

So here goes with...
My happy moments in 2010 =)

1. Getting my new phone
I thought of using my own money to buy a new phone if i get a part time job. And yay! I didn't request my parents of buying a new phone for me. But dad can't stand with the old phone that i was using and he bought a new nokia phone for me. It's a touch screen phone. Wft. I actually prefer a sony one. But nvm, i still love it. Thanks to my dear parents!

2. Celebrating 1st year anniversary with my bf
We went KL on that day. Overall, it was an unforgetable and a sweet day for me.

3. My Finance Result
Believe it or not. I passed this brain damage result. It was really a phew. HAHA.

4. Trip
The best trip in 2010 belongs to my seremban trip :D I went there with two friends of me. And we stayed in dear's house for 2nights. He brought us to many places. I had fun there :)

5. Every meet up with Bee tin
I treasure every chance of seeing her cause we rarely see each other. She never fails to entertain me except on christmas day. Hmm. God knows why.

6. My 'toys'
Dear bought them for me which i named them as Ah fat bii & Fat ah bii.

Okay, i think that's all for nao.
I will be celebrating my new year eve with my family tomorrow.
What about you ?

Bonjour.

2010-12-29T19:46:00.020+08:00

Harlo my dear readers :D
As the end of the year is coming, it's time for me to make some planning. I've drawn up my wishlist for 2011. Whee! I will try my very best to ahcieve every of it.

And yay! Imma going to switzerland next week. I should feel happy even though i don't feel like going but i can get the chance of meeting up with my dear. I can't wait to see him. I miss him so much. He called and told me that he bought me my fav chocolate all the time (dark toblerone) and he said he wanna gimme suprise once i reach there. So sweet of him ♥ And to tell you the reason why i don't feel like going there is because of my class gonna start right after the week where i back from switzerland :x Sounds sad eh?

Err you know what? My mom packed my luggage for me. The luggage is like very huge that type. I don't know if i could carry this huge luggage :s

I'm in pain. Feeling so dizzy =/

Tears Dropped

2010-12-29T01:10:00.004+08:00

Baby, your words hurt me.

Wedding Dinner Yo!

2010-12-20T20:49:00.007+08:00

I know i've been neglecting my blog for a little too much. And here i will update you guys a little about my life recently. I've attended my cousin's wedding dinner last saturday which the wedding dinner was held at Hotel Equatorial, Malacca =)

The wedding Car.

My cousin (stefanie) and her husband (Lawrence) *what a perfect match* They look sweet! Congratulations! I'm here wish you guys happy always yea =D

My uncle and aunty :D

Sister & I

One Family <3>

Meh. Imma lazy.

Peeps!

To my dear father,

2010-12-01T02:14:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not talking to you since long time ago. You know i only pray to you when i'm facing any problems. I'm very sorry about that.

I sincerely hope that the one who i'm worry for will recover soon.
I know you hear me.
I know you love us.
I know everything will be fine.

Gives him a healthy body please :)

Thank you for always here for us.

Outing.

2010-12-01T00:56:00.010+08:00

Before i start my post, i would like to greet everyone HAPPY DECEMBER =) Appreciate what you have.

I went one utama with dear and my friends last saturday. We had our lunch at Canton-I Restaurant. One of my favourite restaurants. Me love the ambience there !

Group Picture ♥

My love and I =D

The four :)

We shopped around one-utama. And i went home with empty-hand =x Is time to control myself from buying unnecessary thingy. One thing, thank you dear for joining us in the outing although he's not feeling well.

Tadaa :)

Everything will be fine =D

2010-11-28T00:39:00.014+08:00

I cry my heart out two days ago after almost two year time. I always tell myself that the love in a relationship must not be the biggest piece in my life cause there are still tons of thing that are important to me. But yeah, I realize that it is easy to say but so hard to do. My boy is leaving to Switzerland soon. I was really feeling sad and tears uncontrollably about the fact that yes, he will be going there soon. I feel heartache. He means a lot to me. HELLO! HE IS LEAVING THERE FOR ONLY ONE YEAR OKAY! WHY ARE YOU STILL CRYING YOUR HEART OUT? I actually know that it is only one year but I realize that we have not done so many things together. No one’s gonna listen to my rants, hold me when I fall like how he do. I’m really feeling glad that I always have him listen to all my rants. I really wish that telling me that he will be going to Switzerland was a dream. I feel better after i talked with him everytime. I know that he doesn’t wants to go too and I can’t be that selfish. Perhaps this is one of the challenges that God gives me.

I will smile and accept everything that God gives me no matter how the result is. Imma gonna be optimistic! =D

New Member.

2010-11-26T21:48:00.004+08:00

Mr.Ngan bought me this big boy on our 16month anniversary =) So sweet of him. Although we were unable to celebrate our day on the exact day but i really do appreciate what he had done for me. I love you my boy!

And ya, we named this big boy as Fat Ah Bii. The next baby after Ah Fat Bii :D

My date with him.

2010-11-24T22:40:00.021+08:00

Yo! My exam ended today. Imma supposed to be happy right but i don't feel happy at all =/ God knows why. Yeap, i've regained my optimism and i'm still in the process of being happy again. I'm still learning! *slap self*

Anyways! I went One Utama with dear after the most irritating exam today. We had lunch at Oldtown White Coffee. We shopped around after our lunch. I've bought a phone case, red in colour. Me likey warna Merah =D

After we done our shopping, we watched this movie, Unstoppable. Awesommeee!

The movie poster =)
Rate - 8/10.

Picture of the day.

I will be going to KL tomorrow. Can't wait for my snowflake & curry fishball.

Lurve!

2010-11-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place =)

I was bored, so pictures taken =D

2010-11-19T01:02:00.011+08:00

Zebra Romper - Cotton on.
Always one of my favourite shopping shops.

Dinner dress, Forever 21. Lurpe lurpe :D

*Imma happy cause i update more often now*

I will be okay.

2010-11-17T23:11:00.005+08:00

Everytime, I have to tell myself to be strong when tears keep rolling down. Cause life still goes on =)

Aww =x

2010-11-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

Final exam is just around the corner. I hope i can do well in my exam =)
Motivation, kuai kuai lai =p

Yes, Love =D

2010-11-15T23:55:00.023+08:00

Have you ever waking up in the middle of night and found yourself with tears in your eyes? I did cause i dreamt of you again. I was scared and so don't know what to do from stop missing you =x The feeling was strong and i couldn't stop my tears. I felt extremely weak.

2010-11-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

爱很微妙
它让你着迷
它让你开心
它让你哭红了双眼
它让你迷失了自己
它甚至让两个人变成最熟悉的陌生人

终于，我累了。。
今天，自己做了个重要的决定。。
我会坚强。。
我会好好的。。
这是当然的。。许佩欣说的。。
我记得，我永远都记得。。

Louis :D

2010-11-03T20:09:00.001+08:00

Awww, isn't he cute?

我们完美中的不完美

2010-11-01T19:18:00.001+08:00

http://

2010-10-30T22:34:00.007+08:00

I want to.. drink.
I want to go..clubbing.

But NOT now, after one year time.

Oops, i'm sorry if i have this thinking.
And this doesn't indicate that i'm a bad person.

Am just feeling so tired :s

2010-10-28T21:32:00.009+08:00

有人告诉我我看来好憔悴,
真的我也察觉到。。
觉得好累, 放下脚步,
好想放弃
老天爷，你不再疼我了对吗？

什么是真话什么是谎话
我分辨不出
现在的社会只求利益关系
付出了
心却又再一次受伤
真的够了。。

真的很希望有更多的时间。。
但是它已放弃我了=(

Happy Birthday My love ♥

2010-10-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

颜老公,
这是老婆写给你的leh! 你懂我写update blog的目的啦,为了你! HEHE.

" Happy Birthday! "
希望你喜欢我为你做的一切 :D 虽然蛋糕买错了, 虽然饭好难吃, 虽然歌录的好难听, 虽然礼物很奇怪, 虽然slide show 很可爱 * 因为有我们* , 虽然今年写的birthday post不比去年写的多..但是,我懂得自己爱你更多le.. 虽然庆祝的时间少了需要明天来补回..但是, 我相信我们明天也会很开心的!! 真的, 虽然今年过的很平凡..但是, 我却感觉到你很开心..有人还感动到哭哦! 哈哈:p

老公又大了一岁哦!恭喜你啦..
还有，今天我们扑灭了一场大火..永远要记得啊! Hohoho..

♥♥

很爱你啊..希望你的生日愿望尽快达成ohhh..

生日快乐!!

Love,
很爱你的老婆上:D

2010-10-23T23:10:00.001+08:00

Love heals me every time when i'm feeling down :D

Our sweet day!

2010-10-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

Dear and i went KL to celebrate our 15months together this wednesday (we should celebrate it on friday but we have class on friday so yea)

Thank you Weilun for fetching us there!
So first, we went time square (we bought same slipper there, green in clr)
Sungei Wang,
Lowyat (We had our lunch there, simple yummy super spicy fish balls & 'yu qi')

Time Square!

My love and i.

We headed to pavillion after say goodbye to lowyat!

Snowflake, yummy! For those who never try snowflake before, i strongly recommend this to you. Nice :D

We're having the same hairstyles :p And our couple Tee !

Our new mobile phone covers! Two for rm45. Black -dear, Red-mine.

Headed to Fahrenheit 88. It's a new shopping center that just opened in KL. Quite kosong inside. Then to Lot 10.

*Kelvin went Kl with us too*

Three of us were like walk until very tired, leg patah-ing soon :p

But we had fun!

Dear,

I tear when i saw things you wrote to me. It's so touching & lovely. I'm so don't know what to say here, how to tell you exactly how i feel about you. But ILY munchie munchieee :D

Happy 15 Months together ! <3

Sing K !

2010-10-13T20:57:00.009+08:00

Went Sing k with friends after our presentation :D

Human involved : AhBii, Dickson, Betty, Chris, Kinlam & I.
Place : Neway, One Utama.

Sing k section was fun and i've lost my voice on that day. I shout too much. HAHA. I LOVE SINGING! Whee. After sing k, dear and i went shopping while others went bowling. And i bought a yellow tee. Dear bought me chocolates! I'm not happy recently, i feel like eating lotsaa chocolate even though it don't makes me feel happier :( But still i ate alot. And we went and see the watch that i wish to buy but it already out of stock i guess. Cheh.

Headed back to college after we done our shopping! Had a nice day with them.

Urgh!

2010-10-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

They were so happy but i was just keeping my mouth shut there. I cried, i struggled, i still feel hurt, deeply hurt. My mind don't listen to me. Too many things on my mind. Argh. I don't know how to go through this. Guide me please. I'm so lost. I need pills.

Shut me down.

2010-10-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

She scolded me, i yelled at her. Thank you for my shit attitude.

Some says crying out loud is the best way to overcome everything but i feel even worse after crying. I can't take anything that hurts anymore. I'm scared..scared of myself for having unstable mood. I want to hide myself up. I feel ashamed.

satisfaction.

2010-09-29T20:14:00.024+08:00

Today, i'm quite happy with my presentation.* our lecturer said wonderful* Thanks to my group members :) It's Mr.Rizal, the lecturer who listened to our speech instead of Mr.Gabriel. Aww. The best lecturer in KDU, i think. And i had managed to answer his questions. I'm so happy. Lol.

Today was a very tiring day cause i didn't sleep well last night. two midterm papers tomorrow. Sighs. I need holidays.

Mr.Ngan bought me Ifeel magazine today. So sweet of him <3 I made breakfast for him, so sweet of me :p

Not in mood.

2010-09-28T22:57:00.030+08:00

Sorry i'm not in mood today. Okay, i should say i always not in mood. I screwed my mid term today. wft. OH GOD, no retake pls.

Nagged by someone. I never liked her. Why does she always have to prove that she's better than me? Buck off larh. Sorry, you don't seem like you're. Can you be like more open minded? You're so kampung style. *Note to self * To be better than her. Perform well so she don't get the chance to beat me!

Arguement everyday, everywhere. Honestly, i think i'm dying inside. I feel so bad so numb. I'm fed up with everything :s

I cry for how many thousand million times huh? No one understand why. I don't want to upset anyone that's important to me.

Please God, show me some hope.

hey there.

2010-09-27T21:35:00.013+08:00

Update something bout me here kay. Theehee.

I'm having mid term exam tomorrow.
But 'mood' saya tak on.
Blogging mood on worh :p

Schedule this week :
tues -mid term :s
wed - presentation
thurs - two mid term papers
OH MAMA, pray for me pls.

I'm superr sleepy.
Eeeks. Sad :(
But cheer up larh emo kid.

you know right. I feel like i've been always giving a fake muka to ppl.
I mean my face feel so tight every morning. Feel so fake.

Okay la, should get back to study naooo. Very nao.

tadaa :)

Notre Anniversaire de Quatorze Mois

2010-09-25T18:16:00.011+08:00

Too many emo posts recently. Imma gonna post something happy here.
Our 14months together :D

Garden Restaurant, our destination for the day.

Dear's Chicken Chop.

Sweet corn soup :)

Ah bii & his coffee.

Me :p

We watched Cats and Dogs on that day. A very funny movie! That day was really a nice day for two of us. Sweet & lovely. I love ah bii !

I'm so sorry for hurting you guys.

2010-09-25T00:51:00.011+08:00

I disappointed my parents many many times. I hate myself for still being so immature after all these years. This is the first time where I really feel so heart pain when i see things that i never want to see. I don't want to see them get hurt but i'm always the one who hurts them.

Sorry Daddy & Mommy :(

=(

2010-09-23T21:33:00.016+08:00

When I thought everything'll be fine.
There's always something to pull me down. I try to be strong, be a happy girl like how i used to be but i can't. Sometimes people say things that hurt so much even though they don't mean it but it hurts anyway. Am i too sensitive or what ? Why should i care? Why huh :(

I really try my best to perform well no matter where i am. I don't show black face anymore even though i'm feeling down. I can't stand anymore, i'm already pretended i'm fine with anything but it still hurts deeply inside.

Why when the time i'm trying to strong, try to be okay and things just keep pulling me down? I don't understand. I really don't understand. I really want everything to be nice in the end but how to? People who say they care but they don't always. I just want things to be done in a right way and i really hope i could gain some confidence from you. But why keep destroy me in your way? I try to change and why am i still getting the same answer. It didn't help much perhaps? Or you think i didn't try to change myself at all to be a better way for you? I really don't know what should i do anymore.

Running in the rain

2010-09-21T21:55:00.010+08:00

is what dear and i did today. It happens like this; It rained heavily today after my class. So, i forced him to run home together with me. Yeap, in the rain. I've no idea why i think running is the rain is an attracitive and romantic things to do with your beloved one :p

This post is...pointless :S HAHAHA!

Remember the letter thingy! I almost forgot about it. I will discontinue it. I'm just too lazy. Heh.

Class started two days ago. I was sad like nobody's business. But everything turns out okay in the end :)

And I can't wait for tomorrow larh!

17th Sept

2010-09-18T16:20:00.009+08:00

Dinner ;
Location -WaterlilyRestaurant, Mutiara Tropicana
Human - Lay shu, Sister & I

Waterlily is a Baliness Restaurant with good ambiance and nice foods. Once i stepped in the restaurant, i was like 'wow'! Amazing betul lah this place :p The orange lights create a relaxing and romantic feeling. I love it !

The candle light

Our drinks

Mine - Sour Virgin Margarita (mocktails)

Sister - Ice Lemon Tea

Shu - Orange juice

Their drinks are *so so* only.

Mix Grill ( lamb & chicken) was super huge in proportion. Nice!

I don't remember what was this? But their beef was nice. I love, i mean really nice if you're a beef eater.

Overall, Waterlily is worth going if you haven't been there before although foods there are superr pricey.

We headed to Shu's house after dinner. And we spent our mooncake festival together. HAHAHA!

Sis & I

Lantern with holes :p

Me and Shu

That night was super nice! Hehe :)

2010-09-15T01:30:00.015+08:00

Early in the morning, Zhi yen, Bee tin, Jen, Pei and i headed to Aman Suria, and we had our breakfast at Nasi Kandar Kayu. After our breakfast, Zhi yen sent us back to Jen's house since he needs to get to work later.

So, four of us were busy doing our stuffs in Jen's house. Around 11a.m. We -except Pei- went to One utama to do some windows shopping while waiting for pei to settles down all her stuffs. Then, around 2p.m, Pei joined us for Sing-k section. We went Neway! * Our destination of the day*

Me and Bee tin :)

This picture was captured when i was singing an old song.

Me, Jen and Bee ♥

Reached home at around 7p.m. I've had fun with them. To mention here, sing-k on that day was pricey compared to usual one's. But it's worthy cos i've spent some quality time with them.

Mini Barbecue at Chris's Place

2010-09-13T00:33:00.009+08:00

Sausages

Chicken Wings *thumbs up*

Chirs, Yennee & Sean ;D

Humans :)

We are family

2010-09-11T01:13:00.006+08:00

Someone posted this on my facebook wall ;D So cuteee!

Ah Bii, Fat Bii & Ah Fat Bii ♥

2010-09-09T20:26:00.022+08:00

Day 7 -Your Ex boyfriend

Dear Ex-boyfriend,

I'm glad that we are still friends although we don't talk much anymore. I feel happy for you that you're living a good life now ;D All da best in your future!

Love,
Cheau Wei

Holidays start two days ago. Lovelove! Yesterday, me went one utama with <3. Those girls who sat beside me are stupidbitchy. Yes, theyannoyedme. Damnthem.

Went Bangsa with parents today after sending sister to college. And then headed to one utama after Bangsa. Bought meine new mobilephone. Whee (= Happy me!

Going The Distance

2010-09-09T20:17:00.009+08:00

See the title? Yeap, i'm gonna talk about this movie. I actually hope that i could learn something from this movie as it's showing about a long distance relationship. But i didn't get to learn anything. What i got is wondering 'how many people can maintain a long distance relationship'?

This movie is so funny yet real :) I love it.

Randomness

2010-09-09T18:26:00.035+08:00

They say time flies when you're having fun.
Yeap, it's true.
But, does time fly when you're waiting for someone ?
Maybe :)

They say timing is the most important thing to consider before you start a relationship. Is it? You'll only get to meet your true love in a right time & true love come only once in a life time. I'm still wondering who's my Mr.Right. Well, we'll see in the future. Love is just too complicated to define.

Day 6 - A stranger

2010-09-06T19:52:00.023+08:00

Dear stranger,

I hope you will introduce youself to me cause in my world, there are no strangers unless you're person who i dislike :) But i'm friendly FYI.

Love,
Cheau Wei

Okay! Here i continue today's craps. I was having my finance paper this afternoon. Guess what! I screwed up the paper again. Having stomach cramp during exam time could just kill me kao kao. Sighs. When will this nightmare end worh?

Day 3, 4, 5

2010-09-05T22:56:00.064+08:00

Here i continue the letter thingy * I'm in the mood *

Dear Mom & Dad,

Book without a cover is incomplete, like a family without parents is incomplete too. I would like to say thank you for giving me a wonderful family. Thank you for giving me an awesome name, pretty look & of course an elder brother and my twin sister. Mom and Dad, thank you for trying your best to fulfill everything i want. I appreciate everything you both gave me although i always complain about you both. I don't mean that. Thank you for loving me so much even though knowing that i'm not a good daughter. Thank you for giving me advices in a relationship although you both nag alot. Thank you for being so supportive all the times, hold me when i fall, forgive me when i did something wrong.

I love you both *heart*

Love,
Cheau Wei

Day 4 - Your sibling

Dear Cheau Rou,

My twin sister. I'm glad that i have you. We share most of the secrets of course some we don't. We watch movies together, sing together, chit-chatting when we can't get into bed. We make mistakes together, we shop together, we play with our teddys. Acting like we're teddy. How stupid! But i like :) Growing up together is nice, i don't feel lonely at least. I love calling you 'Jie' cause i think i look younger compared to you xD Let's have fun when we're still young!

Love,
Cheau Wei

Day 5 - Your Dreams

Dear Dreams,

Oh good dreams, please come trueeee! ;D

Love,
Cheau Wei

Lotsa Fun

2010-09-05T00:22:00.007+08:00

@ Lowyatt

@ delicious ; one utama

@ Sushi Zanmai; One utama

2010-09-04T20:40:00.005+08:00

该怎么表达对你的思念...
该怎么表达对你的情意...
该怎么让彼此不受伤害...
该怎么不去想你的一切...
该怎么学着不伤你的心...
该怎么告诉其实我在乎...

Some Craps!

2010-09-02T22:24:00.052+08:00

Hei. I thought i can blog more this month with the presence of the letter thingy. It's just the beginning of Sept. I'm already bored with it :s MACAM MANA UH? Should i continue with it ? *hesitating*

I'mma trying to accept new things in my life even though i don't like it. IT'S LIFE RIGHT, WHAT TO DO LEH?

Besides, i think i should go for medical check up one day. Stomach cramps. ISHH. Why women have to suffer like this huh? It's pain anyway. Really pain :( And my heartbeat seems like abit faster than how it used to be. I've no idea why. Hope not something serious. I've toothache too because of one new teeth is growing behind another teeth. My cheek is bengkak nao. This is pretty stupid !!

And yay! Holidays start next tuesday. No needa attend classes. I gonna sleep kao kao this time :D And watch all the movies with my bf and friends of course. I hope mom has no issues this time.

Btw, mom told me that i've gained weight. She asked what did i have for my lunch and i answered her back 'McD'. No wonder larh, she replied. So, i'm here to swear i will never have supper in two weeks time (especially when imma with my bf ) I will have proper meal everyday! Ohh, look at those nice dresses, if i don't stop eating snacks, i can't get to wear them right! So, diet plan gonna starts tomorrow! Mr.Ngan, you betaaa remind me.

I messed up this post i think. I hope you guys don't mind.
Peeps! (:

Love this song :p

2010-08-29T21:01:00.016+08:00

Here it is ;

Too bad youtube doesn't have this video. Love the lyrics [:

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/f9AwcfRHBXA/

A song from Adventure of the king.

Day 2- Your crush

2010-08-28T22:57:00.009+08:00

Dear Crush,

Not to have a crush on me is a good thing to you. Cause i'm..not good.

Love,
Cheau Wei

OHMYGAWD

2010-08-28T00:57:00.003+08:00

I'm speechless about my blog layout. I repeat. I'm speechless about my blog layout.

Help, anyone ?

Day 1 - Your best friend

2010-08-27T22:39:00.007+08:00

Dear Bee tin,

I've no idea what's so great about you uh :p but you always make my day. Whenever i'm facing difficult scenarious in life, i thought of you. I miss the day where we have tuition together and we went papparich together. Thanks for being so supportive all the times <3

Love,
Cheau Wei

The 30 day letter challenge

2010-08-27T22:18:00.005+08:00

*The 30 Day Letter Challenge*
I saw this from a Sukie's blog & i think it's interesting. Perhaps i can blog more in the coming months ;D

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Help me please ;S

2010-08-23T22:36:00.025+08:00

I'm so so so tired! I always don't get enough of sleep. Urghh. Every morning i wake up, i saw serious dark circles around my eyes. And I feel dizzy all the time. I hate this, really hate this. Rough skin on face. Dry lips. Messy hair. What's all these huh? Wft.

I hate my degree life, well not hate i should say, i never really like it. It's like shit. Other people think this kind of life is fine but not to me okay! How can i get through this kind of life leh? Facing people i don't like (some of them) is like killing me. But some of them quite nice larh :p

Hot weather. Bloody hot. I wish i'm now in Swiss. How i wish uh.

Btw, mom's going Japan in october. What a good news. Exactly the date where i back from Pattaya. So no one's gonna take care of me for two weeks. Ghee ;D Tell you a secret, i think she's annoying at times, she nags alot. Shh. But i love her!

I rant too much, sorry :p

I miss yan kelly koh pui yan =/

Mwah!

2010-08-23T22:31:00.003+08:00

Thanks dear for the chocolate, cookies & necklace ;D

*XOXO*

2010-08-22T00:40:00.007+08:00

Thumb up for this picture, I love!

Readers know i used to write about hubby and i's anniv once a month and this time will still be the same.

....................

Happy 13rd monthiversary my love ;D

I wish we have more good times.

No hard arguements.

The reasons why Rawr!

- the way you smile after i'm done kissing you;

- the way you hold my hand so tight;

- how we talk on the phone most of the nights;

- how you come down all the way just to see me;

- how you make me feel when i think i'm nothing;

This made me realise just how special my husband really is.

Hey dear..'ngo oi nie' :p

Both sides of me collide

2010-08-13T21:52:00.076+08:00

I told myself i wouldn't miss you after every night falls but it brings tears to my eyes when i start listening to a song and i start missing you. I feel so lonely, so lost and depressed. I guess i'm missing you. I tried to stop crying but the love was too strong and it resulted i found i lost myself in search of you. Memories kill me.

Another side of me laughing at me, like telling me that i'm weak. I can't afford to lose you yet i've lost myself. I'm just a useless.

I bathe myself, hoping i could wash away all my memories, i'm trying to find myself, trying to gain more confidence in us, or it's just me. But another side of me don't let me to do so, it keeps pulling me back to my original life, letting me know fairy tales don't exist in reality. It's the truth but i don't want to wake up from fairy tales.

I can't hold on anymore :/

A day's outing

2010-08-12T23:32:00.030+08:00

Just yesterday, me went shopping with dear and his family at One Utama. The family purposely came down all the way from Seremban just to get new clothes for their children. How sweet they are ;) They picked us up from college after our class. They bought lots of stuffs for their children on that day. After we done our shopping, dear's daddy brought us to eat. And they headed back to seremban after sending us back to dear's house. I enjoy this outing and the feeling of one family shop together.

We planned to watch night movie but most of the movies are sold out. So, we bought some snacks from GSC cinema and went shopping at tropicana city. Dear spent a lot of money on me again for buying me clothes & belt. Love you dear! After shopping, we had our supper, mamak store there. Then went home watched one movie again.

That night before we sleep, we talked about our past again. Singing Barney song together. It's so sweet and so lovely.